probably THE last day to sit in the street in the sun...looked at upcoming forecasts and rain, then in the 60s....and i did NOT get enough sun this summer! i made today count!!



little before 5 as the sun was getting out of street range and it was getting chilling....bye summer sun!!! you will be truly missed!!!



i could find the cult's video for 'sun king', they have an actually video for it but it's on the tubes of you....and one MUST watch ian astbury, oh yes...fire woman will suffice.....



started another book today....oh wait, i've read like 3 others in between the last i mentioned....maybe i didn't even mention the last one....no idea...i'll figure that out when i post them to my pinterest 'books read 2016' board....no, not quite capable of doing that now....

the smaller research project has really done a number on me....everything compiled but it's mentally and emotionally draining to even to begin to cohesively put all the parts together....i know i need to do that before i get back to the other one....that one isn't draining at all....rather invigorating....i think i'm going to have to go talk to someone about the first one---how to deal with the emotional draining aspects of it because mr. google is not being my friend when i try to ask/find answers how to deal with this....no, that's not being made public.....if i KNOW you and trust you, you will be able to read it all when i'm finished with that....the other one will be totally public....some people are waiting for it already.....

ugh, it's depressing to think that soon---a month or so---i won't be able to be barefoot outside....why i don't live somewhere where it's warmly sunny year round i have no idea....oh wait, yeah i do....i'm a misfit toy and this is the land of....i'm in my place....

best go medicate baby and pan and go to bed and read....