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...i haven't heard this in years....tomorrow shall be a 'cure' day....fuck to the yes....suppose to be nice out so i might putter around the yard and listen to the cure whilst doing so....though OF COURSE my back decided it would be a fun time to say 'hey we haven't fucked with her in awhile' so it's thrown a 'new' symptom at me, which mr. google told me is associated with my spinal stenosis or herniated discs cuz i'm 46 going on 90.....so i'll work accordingly and i know to STOP....actually my back doesn't hurt right now, but i have bilateral pains in the ass---forgot the name, not looking it up again, muscle relaxers kicking in....but that can be caused by some of my physical issues....cuz OF COURSE....i did some dishes today, so i stood awhile, but i think what probably did it was when i was having to brace myself standing while trying to slice up a spaghetti squash to bake.....next time i need to slice a spaghetti squash---i cut it in like 6 pieces---i'll use the machete....



i have more meds than eddie and he had quintuple bypass in '02 and is diabetic....all these pills are fucking ridiculous...i'm looking at all the RX bottles on the window sill.....fuck....then there's a couple downstairs i take before bed.....i think if i listed them i'd be scared...actually i did have to list them recently...what was that for? oh right, that was when i had to go to the ER....that was in august.....i had to continue writing them on the back of the paper....

best go to bed and try to get up early tomorrow....got up very late today....gotta do housework....hopefully my back will cooperate....at least i learned via physical therapy i can lay on my stomach and it'll release the pressure on the herniated discs.....i still maintain you don't need bones....aside from a middle finger....just be a blob...

this is one of my favorite cure songs, from the edge of deep green sea...."never say goodbye"....



i gotta dig out my hitchens book with his collection of essays to reread his one about reading nabakov---does that even make fucking sense? he wrote an essay about nabakov's writing, i think focused mostly on lolita and how nabakov played with the language....i want to reread that essay before i reread lolita as i want to pay attention to the language play....that should make some semblance of sense....i appreciate language play....haven't read lolita since high school....

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