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finally finished our conference website....no, why should i link it here? it was linked in the appropriate place and if you're from the bunker you already know where it is....if not, then, um?? there's already a couple pages to add---one for RSVP for those who want it publicly know they're attending and then those who want it to be a surprise can email.....and then a page for ideas on some things....i'll add them in a few weeks.....

have started my writing project.....my other 2 ops um well, i'll try again tomorrow to work on them....today has been a total clusterfuck....actually it's made a clusterfuck look normal....is anything normal in my life? nah.....normal is NOT normal around here....

oh before i start on today, let me tell y'all---of course i write my blog for me and only say 'y'all' cuz gee, i'm polite? nah....but it's public and if someone is reading (i know there is and i really try to not think about the #s cuz that's too much pressure man!!!) i'll try to make it like i'm talking to ya....anyway, the other day, wait, today is friday? yeah...friday....so um, tuesday....yeah it was tuesday.....i went out to fill the bird feeders and as always i walked down to the end of the driveway to see what was up on the street and there was thing named rocky....she saw me and waved, so i waved and went to turn back to fill bird feeders but no...."hey honey" (if you know thing named rocky you heard that in her voice) and yeah, i had my camera around my neck but the lens cap was still on and i will forever regret not taking it off at this point and hitting 'record'....must record all future thing named rocky encounters cuz she went from pretty sane (for her) to beyond bat shit in .0006 seconds.....

she comes down, an aside, i'm jinxing it, but siriusxm's classic rock party is playing some damn good tunes in a row right now!! usually i have to change between my favorite stations almost every other song but this is like the 5th song in a row....yep, i'm sure i've jinxed it....anyway...she comes down and starts in about the guy around the corner from her who parks on robinette by her bushes (nope no jinx-yet, song #6 in a row and we're still cranked and jamming, stones' can't you hear me knockin'?) right by the 'no parking from here to corner' sign so they ARE parking legally but it's a huge fucking pain in the ass when they park there cuz if you're leaving robinette going towards tallmadge and are passing their parked vehicle and someone turns ON robinette YOU have to back up because you have no where to go and the person who's turned on to robinette only choice would be to back onto tallmadge and that's not really feasible.....

so she was bitching about it and i was agreeing with her....she was saying how when kilby got sworn in as our council person she was gonna ask him to have that sign moved far back----FINALLY after 8 1/2 years of having a WORTHLESS council person HURLey who resented when people asked him to, you know, do his job as a council person and if he even bothered to call people back he'd be a fucking DICK to them....anyway, we will soon have a REAL council person...of course rocky claims kilby is her brother....uh huh.....not true of course....

oh, another aside (i'm on pain pills, but i bebop around anyway, and i don't really give a fuck....song #7 in a row of great tunes!!).....during the election i had a kilby sign in my yard....one day in september, i believe early september as i was sitting out in the street cross stitching---as you do---the project i made for the visiting author later that month and i see a grey truck come down the street.....i pay no mind....it stops in front of the house next to me, i still pay no mind.....i can see a white guy get out and he starts to come up to me, so i turn fully to him and he says in a commanding voice "I want you to change your yard sign" Uh, dafuq? Who the fuck are you?? "Jim Hurley I've been your council person for 8 1/2 years when I was first elected..." NOPE, stop right there, you were NOT elected you were unfortunately the one appointed after Horrigan was elected Clerk of Courts and he was a GREAT council person, you are NOT. "I want you to change your yard sign." Not happening we deserve a council person who CARES about citizens, especially with water bills "I HAD to vote for the water bill increase the EPA made us" Uh, no they did NOT, you didn't explore funding it other ways and they didn't march into council to force you to vote that way. "Kilby lives 200 feet from Tallmadge" He could live in another COUNTRY and represent us better than you!!!

he didn't ask my name and i didn't tell him....had he known he was trying to demand something of miss tia---a lot of the plusquellic cronies do indeed know who i am----i think he would have blown a gasket and i would have had to have video'd that! :) the vote on election night had HURLey 6 votes AHEAD, but after counting absentee votes that arrived postmarked before election day and provisional ballots, kilby won by 11 votes.....when the vote was still undecided (hey, song #8, yeah i'm gonna keep this up, don't care if it distracts you) hurley was quoted in the paper as perplexed as to why the vote was so close because he KNEW he did a good job....THE FUCK!!!!! he just wanted that $32K salary and full benefits!!! SUCK IT HURLEY!!!!

anyway....so thus far rocky had made sense--probably more than me tonight.....(FUCK YEAH!!! #9 rock the casbah!!).....so she says she'll contact kilby to ask that sign to get moved far back past the front of her house and i agree with her and here's where we go to beyond batshit....i tell her i'll also ask kilby to move it too cuz that would him help put that forward in a committee to get it approved.....

"Don't you get that signed moved. That sign is gonna stay right where it is. No one better fuck with that sign. My parents, who are in the house [aside, her father passed in the '70s and her mom in the '80s], will make sure that sign stays where it is too."
"Um, you were just saying what a pain it is when they park there and we have to back up if someone pulls onto Robinette"
"They park there legally..." [i cut her off]
"Yes they do, we discussed that."
"People need to back up cuz that's the law or they'll get a ticket."
"What about when it's icy and snowy? You can't back up down there"
"You'll have too. No one better mess with that sign. I'm friends with the mayor."
"Who's the mayor right now?" [we've had musical mayors this year]
"The same mayor for 40 years, Plusquellic" [he resigned this year, then we had moneypenny for like 10 days til he resigned for groping women, now we have fucco, i mean fusco, then in january we'll have horrigan who was elected----i like horrigan he was a great council person]
"No one better fuck with that sign, that sign is fucking fine and I had them all replaced."
"You had the signs replaced?"
"I pay taxes and I had all the signs on the street replaced the other day"
"Well gee thanks"
"I had the street lights installed too"
"You paid for them?"
"I paid for all this. My family is really rich, I told you the city offered me millions for my property before."
"Yes, you have, um, I gotta go fill my bird feeders."
"Don't you fucking get that signed moved, I'll know and you don't wanna mess with me or my brothers or uncles and I know the mayor."

and down the street she went muttering about the sign.....better not get moved.....but she started bitching about it....and um, yeah, i'm gonna get it moved.....i'll tell her too....i don't give a fuck...hell, i bet when it's moved she'll say it's about time and it was cuz she knows the mayor.....i was telling eddie this and he said as soon as she says her parents are in the house you know she's off the deep end....song #10!!! rock and roll led zep!

alright....so yesterday i was sitting here i got this pain in my chest....sort of in the center but to the right a bit....i had had a coughing fit the night before but it didn't hurt then....and i hadn't coughed (#11!!! FUCK YEA ROCK PARTY!!!! ZZ TOP La Grange!!!) thursday morning....i DID laugh watching south park but not HARD laughing like reading a david thorne book hard.....call the dr's office and make an appointment for today.....

get to the dr. and oh wait....i think i know why siriusxm's rock party is rocking so fucking good tonight.....i didn't hit 'go live'.....ooooo...i learned something....cuz i haven't heard anyone talking---which is annoying as fuck....why have siriusxm if you have to listen to djs? shut up, play music.....

at the dr. and i'm telling her i have no fucking clue and she said that's definitely a legitimate symptom.....she has a great sense of humor....get this....i have a couple ribs out of place.....yep....she thinks they must have popped out of place during the coughing fit i had wednesday night....

ACK ACK ACK ABORT CLASSIC ROCK PARTY!!!!! fucking bruce springsteen!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! no, no i do not like bruce springsteen....yes, that's eddie's favorite singer.....

since they're right near the center of my chest there's no exercises to do to help pop them back in place and she said it'd take about a month for them to go back.....but that was provided i didn't cough, sneeze or stretch, lift with my right arm.....alrightie then.....i kept saying "DAFUQ REALLY?! rib displacement??? "really dafuq" was her answer.....love my doctor!! she said it wasn't really common to have rib displacement in that area but if one of her patients were to have it, it'd be me....true.....the print out of today's visit includes the diagnosis for the day: Rib cage dysfunction.....um, yeah....

back to rock party.....the reign of terror of bruce springsteen is OVAH!!! thank fuck!!! not even apologizing to bruce springsteen fans....HE should apologize for sucking so bad....

so i get to the van and i see edward had called....i call him back while parked as holding the phone would require my right hand stretching while driving so um no.....he asked how i was and then he tells how persephone had been attacked when he was walking his dogs today....a house that always has a dog out on a leash by the back porch, the dog was running loose today so he went to the door to tell them since it's a busy street....he said the lady opened the door a crack and he understood that but then a 100# boxer pit mix pushed the door open and rushed out and went after persephone......that dog got a hold of persephone and had her pinned down in the front yard and eddie had to get in there and pry the other dog's jaw off of persephone....the lady held onto hammie's leash.....eddie got the one dog off persephone and persephone was so terrified she took off across glendwood (busy street) and the ORIGINAL loose dog took after her....eddie told the woman to hold hammie and HER one dog and her daughter was there and got the one dog in the house and eddie stopped traffic on glenwood and got persephone and the other dog.....he said the lady offered to show him the dog's shot records and he said he'd take her word for it....she also said if he had to go to the vet to let her know and she'd pay for it....

persephone had a puncture wound on her leg.....he didn't think it was that bad....he said washed it up and i told him to put peroxide on it and he said he had none....i said i was gonna stop at dollar general on the way home and i'd get him a bottle and honk in front of his house like the nepalese do---they honk honk honk HONK in front of houses, cuz god forbid you realize you get picked up the same time every day!!! ----anyway, he claims he heard my van when i pulled onto columbia from tallmadge, i don't think it's THAT loud....not music either....i didn't go look at her wound.....he seemed to think it would be okay.....

i just wanted to go HOME....sit down up here for a few minutes and i get a call from a # i don't know.....yeah?...is this tia?....sure why not, who's this?....this is ______ eddie dropped his cell phone in my front yard separating the dogs.....

so i got in my van and she directed me to where she was.....on the way there, there was a prestige mobility service van PARKED---turned off---at the stop sign at columbia in front of york and it was in the CENTER of columbia and i couldn't go around it....honking did nothing and i could see the driver---no passengers.....SHE could hear me honking "is that you?" yep....i hear you!!....when i opened my van door to go up to the mother fucker he suddenly started the van and drove off....yes, yes i DID call and report that cuz you don't fucking park in the middle of a street at a stop sign!!!! .....

she was outside and she was very nice....that was really nice of her to call people on eddie's cell phone to get it back to him.....she asked how his dog was and i told her what i knew.....she asked how eddie was and i said he was concerned about all the dogs but he did have a scratch on his finger but wasn't worried about it....

get back home and i'm sitting here eating a very late lunch....get an email from him at work....could i go check on her? he left the front storm unlocked but had the alarm on....go over there and might i say walking over there was a HUGE fucking mistake as it was cold and fuck did that hurt and i wanted to cough!!! i google mapped it, it's 266 ft but oh that hurt.....it wasn't freshly bleeding but from what i could see, as she crouched really low, was dribbly pee and i was reassuring her it was okay, i just wanted to make sure she was okay....but i couldn't get near that leg and then hammie got next to her and started barking at me....um??? i could see there was clearly a hole in her skin when she moved her leg....probably needs a stitch or two....she then ran cowering upstairs and crawled under his bed....um??? she KNOWS me....hammie got in front of the bed barking at me....fine fuck you both i'm going home....walking home was worse in the cold and i had to really stifle a cough.....

i call edward at work and tell him all that....did he want me to make an appointment for him tomorrow at the vet? well he has to work tomorrow....you don't go in in the morning!!! let me see what it looks like when i get home....FFS.....about an hour later i get another email from him asking me to call the vet to get him an appointment and to try to make it 9:30am so he could take her.....fortunately they know me and there WAS an ER appointment for that time tomorrow.....they can't put it in the computer til tomorrow AM though and when i said i really needed to sleep and i'd have to stay up late til eddie got home to try to EXPLAIN that to him---they know how he is---she said she'd write herself a note to put it in the computer and i said i'd just email him back that he had a 9:30am appointment and i could sleep!! WIN WIN!!! though as of this point in time, he hasn't been back on his email, so he'll probably call me when he gets home---since his cell phone is now at his house....i HAVE left a message on his answering machine about the appointment but um, yeah, he'll probably call me anyway when i'm in bed....

ah.....rock party is back to being awesome.....damn....i really learned something about siriusxm....never ever put it on 'go live'!!!! once you do that you get dj's and fuck that!!!

so i really didn't work on my writing project today.....or my ops....cluster fucky day.....nah, i won't post my writing project here.....it's being written for a specific audience.....

we're suppose to have SNOW sunday....FUCK!!!! i gotta get eddie's son over here to clean out the gutters and stock me up on the right kind of roof salt.....

also discovered i lost like 10#s at the doctor today, so i'm at 107# but i explained why that was and she said that made sense but i needed to TRY to eat fattening foods.....basically my dairy allergy has gotten way way worse and it was making my sinus problems intolerable.....now i always avoid milk, but i did liberally use butter and that's how i gained #10 this year.....but now i've had to totally cut OUT butter (and yes, cheese, buh bye cheese)......and my sinus problems are soooo much better....i mean, i HAVE allergies---ragweed, spring, etc that aren't food related....but foods that exacerbated my allergies certainly wasn't helping me.....

aside from honey and eggs, everything else i've been eating lately is all vegan.....i have some eggs i'm gonna use to bake cookies tomorrow.....i could live without eggs once i find something to replace them---that i like---in baking.....i don't have an allergy to eggs though....she printed out my RAST results for me today.....my cows milk allergy is off the charts....i asked why all of a sudden it could have gotten worse and she said, why would someone have ribs pop out? yeah, what's up with that?? just can happen....

OMFG, this is the absolute best season of south park ever.....taking on PC.....and the "safe space" song....and when i watched this week's episode (um, no, fuck hulu, there's some sites that have the latest episodes, ad free) and ADS!!!! i never ever expected THAT!!! only 2 more episodes to this season.....and PC is really fucking out of control.....today on the BBC i read about Princeton considering dropping Woodrow Wilson's name after protests....um, DAFUQ?!?!?! Cuz he supported segregation....hello??? clue phone?? it's unfortunate but it was legal at that time.....what the fuck is next, slave owning presidents being erased from history?? you cannot erase or forget history!!!! those who can't remember the past are condemned to repeat it....the constitution mentions slavery....should we burn all original copies??

that's just one example.....there's are just countless others but it's not just examples about the abhorrent slavery and then denial of civil rights for far too long towards blacks in this country.....people want others to be ostracized for things they say---cuz you can't have free speech!! well SOME people can....but only SOME people.....and the PC people just bully others......GAH!!!!! GO SOUTH PARK!!!!!

society is filled with far too many special snowflakes who thinks everything should be done to accommodate them....buckle up buckeroos, life ain't like that.....some things should be changed, absolutely.....but some of that shit? SMDH.....our society is in a sad sad state.....and yeah, i have a draft post i've been working on about that.....but that's been set aside for my current projects.....

my facebook is permanently deleted now.....haven't missed it one bit......

i could have gotten some pain pills prescribed but i still had a few at home...i don't really like pain pills....but i did need one today....popped out ribs...dafuq?!?!?

i would HOPE that tomorrow has no fuckery, but HAH!!! i'm not baby sitting persephone.....if she needs meds or something how she was today, i wouldn't even TRY to give her any....especially with hammie in front of her barking...hopefully eddie doesn't have to work sunday....i'll tell him if he has to get a RX to drop it off at giant eagle (i'm thinking antibiotics) on his way HOME from the vet and pick it up on his way to work....cuz i know he'll ask me to go...dude, i hurt....i got laundry to do, cat boxes to change one armed (hear the carnival music?) as i wanna get my trash can up tomorrow before it starts to snow sunday, dishes to do and need to bake cookies---cuz my bananas are ripe and i am now addicted to banana chocolate chip cookies and can't have chocolate chip cookies any other way....found an egg free banana bread recipe to try too.....that'll help keep the kitchen warm....

then i gotta WRITE!!! fiction is sort of hard to do for me.....i mean i live in a bizarre world but it's all real....never really wrote out a fictional story before.....yeah, i just am realizing this....first for everything...but this is definitely a fictional story---and i don't want to say anymore as i want it to be a surprise and i'm still working on it....some people fictionalize their real life and i've never understood that....isn't life interesting enough? i mean even if you have a normal life why make shit up to pass off as real? there's a lot of people who do that in the world and i don't get it and never will....i know most of 'em are just insecure but there's other ways to deal with that....the truth always comes out....time bares out all truths and a person's real character....facades can only last so long....it must be exhausting.....i know i told 'her' across the street she should keep notes cuz she was seriously tripping up her lies bad and probably a chart would have worked better cuz it was extensive.....and we know THAT didn't end well....and of course years before that tragedy, all the truths were exposed.....

oh FFS, it says snow starting 74 minutes!!! it's not suppose to snow til SUNDAY!!!! best stop blathering.....though i know i should stay up late as edward will call me when he gets home without listening to his answering machine....insert eye roll....and i'll be in bed with my fans on and noise machine and i won't be able to hear him and he won't speak up.....oh yelling hurts me now too....my dr. said she wouldn't tell me to not yell, but to use it sparingly...she knows me.....

fuck yeah....damn fucking good tunes....sammy hagar---solo....NOT van hagar....

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fallconsmate
Nov. 21st, 2015 04:38 am (UTC)
you know i LOVE your rambles! i'm all "eh, whatever" about springsteen. i have sirus in the car, but not at home...i like silence a lot of the time.

i ABSOLUTELY feel for you on the chest pain, because i have the costrochrondritis again, and it flares up right about in the same place as your rib displacement, and that fucker hurts enough. no coughing, no deep breaths, no laughing. :/

kick edward in the ass and knock his head loose, for the sake of the gods!! poor puppy dog, she is in pain and her brother is protecting her. :(

we're tiptoeing around if we have a hard freeze over the weekend or not. nuts that WE are, we're going to the renaissance festival when it's cold. dear gods. (shadow declares that she is a miniature wolf, therefore she IS a period animal...)

the damned piggies are being happy, i changed their cage. of course that means miss super pooper left her mark in the bathtub when i put them in there while i changed it. i am so damn tired...
misstia
Nov. 23rd, 2015 12:59 am (UTC)
i like silence a lot of the time too, but sometimes i need tunes!!! and for variety sake, instead of popping up winamp, i thought i'd play sirius!

i had a coughing fit today, could NOT suppress it and i held that area---well put my hand over it and i could FEEL them moving.....that was really rather sort of creepy feeling your ribs move!! and it hurt like a mother fucker!!! FUCK!!!! i gotta say though, still not as painful as acute pleurisy....i wanted to DIE when i had that!!! every single breath hurt like fuck!!!

i'm gonna do a probably rambling update post but persephone went to the vet yesterday and they found 2 more puncture wounds.....no stitches---too late for that---they said they'd heal fine though...and she has pain meds, anti-inflammatory and an antibiotic.....she's still very traumatized and not really eating....he had to hand feed her chicken nuggets from burger king after the vet.....

oooo.....did you take pix of the renaissance fest?? of course shadow is a mini-wolf!!! :)

i can imagine them in the bathtub!!! i have 3 big projects i'm working on and i need to sit and read journals!!! i WILL get caught up dammit!!
franklanguage
Nov. 21st, 2015 05:04 am (UTC)
Fattening foods? You aren't allergic to nuts, are you?

Peanut butter and banana shakes, peanut butter and chocolate, coconut oil…somehow I'm the same weight I was in high school—but I am overweight (or as i like to say, short for my height); been vegan 14 years.

One Brazil nut gives you all the selenium you need for a day! I only eat unpasteurized Spanish Almonds from Living Nutz, because a few years ago the California Almond Board decided that to avoid lawsuits—a few immune-compromised people had died after eating contaminated almonds—all almonds grown in that state should be pasteurized or chemically denatured. So I won't eat California almonds.

I find I get a lot fewer colds since I've been vegan; I used to catch cold all the time when I was growing up. And yeah, dairy will cause you to produce mucus; that's why I gave it up in 2001—so I could breathe.

Edited at 2015-11-21 05:16 am (UTC)
misstia
Nov. 21st, 2015 03:40 pm (UTC)
oh no!!!! no nut allergies!!! she encourages me to eat JUNK FOOD but i don't eat anything with HFCS or trans fats or lots of chemicals.....my idea of junk food is carrots with lime juice and chili pepper!!

i sometimes have PB sandwiches for lunch.....i'm not fond of coconut oil stuff, or coconut water (that was ick nasty) but i do love shredded coconut....go figure!!

i should get some brazil nuts cuz the selenium is good this time of year with all the grey skies and gloomy weather....i'll see the health food store has them bulk and at a decent price!! i didn't know that about california almonds---i haven't bought them in a long time anyway due to cost---thanks!!!

it was really ramping up and causing fullness in my ears (i felt like i had 'airplane ear')....we THOUGHT it was fall allergies when i went to see a month or so ago about the ear situation and it was too soon for me to get another steroid shot and she thought i might have to get tubes in my ears and i did NOT like that prospect as i didn't know how that might affect my vestibular migraine situation......

so i tried to figure out what the fuck was causing that cuz i didn't really have my other bad allergy flare up symptoms.....it was just 'airplane ear'......i was eating dinner one night shortly after that and about 20-30 minutes later my ears started to feel full again and i got a runny nose and i thought of what ate---something with a lot of butter....light bulb moment!!!! cut out all butter for like 5 days and no ear/nose issues.....ate something with butter, boom......of course i still have ALLERGIES but this should help greatly!!!!
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